cellybird

Found my baby book today. "Baby's First Year". One of those books with a calendar so your parents can note important firsts in your life.

Seems like I spent the entire first year SICK, falling off stuff, and eating things I now hate, lmao. But seriously. My mother was super fastidious about recording stuff, which is amazing. ;___;

Okay, here's the effing tragic part, though. On April 23, 1985, Babby Celly went on her first outing. Guess where?

The same damn Cub Foods we still go to every single week.

Right there it says "First Outing: To Cub."

That is just... it actually makes me a bit emotional because I practically live at that store now, and it turns out I was practically born there, too.

It also makes me emotional because hi, way to live in a box for 27 years.

LOL. Glee marathon on Oxygen. I came upstairs and Quinn was singing FOREVER and I was like "Fuck is this, this song is horrible, why won't she shut up, what episode even is this omg"

It was "Michael". Which to this day, future self, is the only Glee episode I still have downloaded on my computer. (Well, I MIGHT have "Audition" and "Brittany/Britney" on my external but I doubt it)

BLAINE DARLING. Haato forever. Even if you suck in season 4, we will always have the parking garage, with you lying on the ground, screaming in pain... ;_______;

( Finale speculation, Klaine, blah )

And all I need to say is that I love so very much how one day I can be happy and see the value in life, and then the next day (or later the same day), I'm just "fuck everything". I was even looking for a clever graphic to illustrate my level of DONE, but yeah. That got to be too much trouble.

I grabbed a big handful of ibuprofen to put in my purse. WITHOUT FUCKING THINKING I grabbed a cup of water and swallowed all of them. It was only a few minutes later that I stopped dead (lol) and thought "Oh Primus, I will die of an overdose now."

I wouldn't BELIEVE ANYONE could be so stupid but I guess if anyone could be, it'd be me.

I mean I'd say I took at least 15. Completely by accident.


ETA: Okay, well, I survived. This was hours and hours ago, I went out to eat and stuff for Amanda's birthday, and I'm fine now. But let this be a warning... of some kind. I don't know. I totally survived and am fine. But god, what the hell is wrong with me. ;o;

27 stellar cycles. (Though according to some stupid app I downloaded last night, I look 34, so whatever.)

Anyway, on birthday of me, yon be some wisdom:

Good shit happens, bad shit happens. Every day. The shit either kills you, or doesn't. If it doesn't, you will have more shit tomorrow. It may be good shit, or it may be bad shit.

But the following will always be true:

*Kitties are cute.

*Club soda is tasty.

*Flesh creatures are fragile, but resilient. Treat them with care.

*If it says "so easy, a 9 year old can do it", it's going to be almost impossible for an adult. See: Legos, multi-level internet marketing, driving a car.

Originally posted by ldyjaydin at All U.S. Internet Providers will be policing downloads by July 12, 2012

Was able to cash out on ClixSense. AAAND they took a percentage of it. It momentarily killed my spirit, but then my spirit was totally fine because, whatever. Free money either way.

As I said in a video, I joined MyBrowserCash (MyBrow$erCa$h lmaaaaooo). I've made $1.40-something in a couple days, but cash out is at $20. I still don't even know if it's legit, but I intend to find out.

I will say it has its benefits. Benefit #1 is that the ads pop up SO frequently that I will have to stop whatever I'm doing multiple times to click shit.

Benefit #2 is that... I don't know. All you have to do is look at the ad from 2-4 seconds and click on a link. And you're done.

Benefit #3 is that the same ads come up multiple times so you can remember where links are and just scroll right to them.

Downsides?

-I am looking at some of the scammiest webpages out there. Red text, yellow highlights, "Wait don't close this page" pop-ups, pictures of hot women holding cash, pictures of guys in polo shirts, text that speaks directly to you in the first person, you name it.

-I'm getting tons of spyware. Which I get rid of every day, but it's still on there.

-It is a hard truth; I'm looking at this shit and I'm inviting it into my computer and life, and I can't ever refer anyone because it's so time-consuming and so shifty. D:

I WISH I could refer someone on ClixSense but most people won't actually go to the trouble of doing it every single day to cash out. In fact I don't know anyone who would. The one random person who I referred (SOMEHOW) hasn't done anything since February. Can't blame him.

OH WELL LOL here are my referral links anyway:

ClixSense (ACTUALLY LEGIT)



(I REALLY DO NOT RECOMMEND ANYONE JOIN MYBROWSERCASH UNTIL I FIND OUT IF IT'S ACTUALLY LEGIT OR NOT. Which may never even happen.)

Actually, parts of that were a little shocking. I'll be rewatching this one at 9 because I missed a few little bits and pieces. And by "a few", I mean "I missed a lot".

( House of Anubis finale SPOILERS )


On the whole, I wish the ep hadn't wasted so much time with bullshit. Read:Mara. But when it got down to business, it REALLY got down to business.

All these goddamn broken TVs.